R Kelly’s Daughter Buku Abi Reveals She Had Miscarriage

R Kelly’s Daughter Buku Abi Suffers Miscarriage Last Month

R Kelly’s daughter Buku Abi, born Joann Kelly, has revealed that she suffered a miscarriage, losing her baby boy at the beginning of last month. Buku was first introduced to the spotlight on ‘Growing Up Hip Hop Atlanta’.

Our condolences go out to Buku Abi and her family. The 22 year old broke the saddening news in a lengthy statement on social media.

“Dear Son. I am heartbroken you left me so early,” wrote Buku Abi. “If I’m being honest… I’m also angry. Many things have happened this year that I don’t understand…. but this one I don’t even want to believe, accept, move on from… but I will learn…”

 

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*I started making this post at 222pm* My palms are sweating and I feel like I have to throw up. I’m also shaking… I’ve reread this like 20 times… Dear Son. I am heartbroken you left me so early. If I’m being honest… I’m also angry. Many things have happened this year that I don’t understand…. but this one I don’t even want to believe, accept, move on from… but I will learn… I met you when you were about 8weeks & You became the light of my life in a world that was so cold, and dark, and truthfully very frequently lonely… so fast. It was just you and I. You opened me up and showed me love in ways I’ll never forget. In ways I’ll never be able to explain. You made me fall deep In love with myself … all because you and god chose me to be your mother. An honor…. You gave me a strength I didn’t know I had. It was and will forever be all for you. It’s been almost 2 months since you physically left and all the days have seem to mesh into one. I want to take the time to acknowledge all the mothers that have experienced the loss of a child. I’m speaking directly to you when I say you are seen. I feel you and I love you. There’s really no words to describe the pain, I know. I’d never want anyone to understand this pain.. and to the ones that do… somehow someway it’ll be okay again. I am not okay, deep down there’s an emptiness.. and that’s fine. sometimes being “ok” is just too hard. But… as long as you’re here to see any other day.. you’re doing something. I met you August 1st 2020 , and lost you October 1st 2020 (I wanted to go with you) these last three days have been particularly heavy. Today is 11/11/2020.. I’ve started my period, my throat chakra is on fire & You my beautiful being are heavy on my spirit. my sweet baby.. I love you so much and if the least I can do through my pain is help someone else then so be it. Blessed Be 4:44 ; 👼🏽 ///

A post shared by Buku Abi (@bu.k.u) on Nov 11, 2020 at 12:10pm PST

Buku says that she grew attached to her baby after a couple of months of pregnancy.

“I met you when you were about 8weeks & You became the light of my life in a world that was so cold, and dark, and truthfully very frequently lonely… so fast,” she said.

“It was just you and I. You opened me up and showed me love in ways I’ll never forget. In ways I’ll never be able to explain. You made me fall deep In love with myself … all because you and god chose me to be your mother. An honor…. You gave me a strength I didn’t know I had. It was and will forever be all for you.”

 

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Life has been really, really rough lately my mentals been a wreck.. But I just wanted to take the time to thank my family, my friends, and interfamily for the love and support. It is felt from a close and afar. I haven’t really been in the mood to chat and things like that but I have been putting in effort to respond to as many people as I can, when I can. I’m still here. Luv you guys. 🖤

A post shared by Buku Abi (@bu.k.u) on Oct 20, 2020 at 4:59pm PDT